[Verse 1]
I hate alcohol
I hate that it reminds me of you
You may have forgotten
But after gulping down one, two drinks
Those bitter words that scratch at my heart like it was yesterday
[Verse 2]
I hate myself
But still, I hate that I seek alcohol
You may not know
But without this, I can’t endure
It was a good thing you left me, an incurable wreck
[Pre-Chorus]
We were better off from afar
Like when we used to secretly glance at each other
We should have left love as just a dream
[Chorus]
I hatе alcohol
I hate myself for letting it makе me face you again
From deep within my heart
It says we could start again
But I hate being the drunk fool
Who’ll pick up the phone with false courage
[Verse 3]
I seek alcohol
I lift my bowed head and look for you
Soon I start to whimper
In the endless darkness
I close my eyes, blurry with tears, thinking of you
[Pre-Chorus]
We were more than a little beautiful
We thought we could last forever
We didn’t know we’d wake from that blue dream of love
[Chorus]
I hate alcohol
I hate myself for letting it make me face you again
As if it had never happened
Still believing I can hold onto you
I hate being the drunk fool
Who’ll pick up the phone with foolish hope
[Outro]
Riding down the stream of memories
Falling as cold drops of tears
I hate alcohol
I hate alcohol