[Verse 1]
I came back from hell
SILENCE IS THE SICKEST PRISON...
In my heart it spread like an infection
My friends were looking for me but I wasn't there...
Only depression and misery
Everything I loved and everything I believed in was crushed
Everywhere I went I left a barren land
And I had my hopes bound up in my back...
IF I HAD ONLY ONE WISH
I'D WISH FOR HUMANITY TO DISAPPEAR FROM THE EARTH...
I HAVE REJECTED ALL PATTERNS
I AM NOTHING, I RETURN WITHOUT IDENTITY
[Bridge]
Twelve years sentence
In a cage living only images of horror...
Become my soul in the city like a gypsy
And the pain never ends as the planet turns
[Chorus]
Yes. Twelve years of loneliness
Twelve years of silence and abandonment...
And I said, "ENOUGH. This year I'll break the curse
That keeps me always on the verge of collapse."
Twelve years of bad luck
And I've gone through the stage of denial
I said "ENOUGH" and spread sunshine around me
For the snow to melt, for the spring season to come
The snow is falling from my face and my teeth
[Verse 2]
But they're ignorant and I don't hear a word
I SAW THE EARTH DISAPPEAR BENEATH MY FEET
IF YOU WERE ME I'D SEE HOW YOU'D GET OUT OF TROUBLE
Life's lessons have become life's lessons
Dropping, tying, holding and parting...
And I saw the most important in the most insignificant:
EVERYTHING IS NOTHING WITHOUT FEELINGS
THIS YEAR THE DEVIL I KNELT
I PUT HIM DOWN AND I DIDN'T LET HIM GO
TWELVE SECONDS WITHOUT GRAVITY
I SHOVELED THE HEAD OF THE CHAINSAW...
I bring the end of times
I'm an omen in a time of change
I came back for the one in a million
To put an end to this hellhole
[Chorus]
Yeah. Twelve years of loneliness
Twelve years of silence and abandonment
And I said, "ENOUGH. This year I'm gonna break the curse
That keeps me always on the verge of collapse."
Twelve years of bad luck
And I've gone through the stage of denial
I said "ENOUGH" and spread sunshine around me
For the snow to melt, for the spring season to come