[Verse 1]
Too much dangerous stunts, I should have asked for a body double
I'm not running anymore only in my nightmares, I've got less dreams, I'm a lot older
I've got to know my demons, I could almost give them names
I'm destroying myself, I don't know anymore if it's bad, my morals and my desires are entangled
Like my favorite idols, I'm starving for scene, starving for alchohol, starving for fame, starving for sex
I idealize rockstars too much, sometimes I'm afraid that I'd be wanting to join the 27 Club
I just had 16 interviews in the same day, I don't even know what's my name anymorе
Heart out of order, I survive without it, no drеam will ever be enough
[Pre-Chorus]
If there's no more stars in my eyes
It's to better see the void when it's coming
You wanna know how I live ?
How ? Guess it
[Chorus]
Twelve thousands falls, how many bruises do I have ? Mom says "Crying will make you feel better"
How do I do it if I have no more tears ? How do I do it if I have
No more tears in the body, no more tears in the machine
No more tears in the body, no more tears in the body
Twelve thousands hours alone without moving, I feel nothing, I'm trying to
I'm trying but I don't have any more tears, darling, I'm trying but I have no more tears
In the body, no more tears in the machine
No more tears in the body, no more tears in the body
I've emptied it all too soon
[Bridge]
I've emptied it all too soon, I've got nothing left to offer to others
Go tell the others
[Verse 2]
Swan dive in the system (together), we covered sadness up (together)
We took the anti-stress drug (together), always uncomfortable, in the parties, in the bars
It's not better when I'm shutting myself away without talking, I don't even give the few news that I'm asked for (alone)
Black curtains in the appartment (alone), I don't wanna see that we're tomorrow (alone)
I've become good in psycho by reassuring my mom in the kitchen until 4 am (4 am)
She's always telling me the same atrocious family stories, I already know them all by heart
I stay like an addict, this world is a sauna tell me, will suicide save me ?
I'll leave with the same face than Kitano in Sonatine
In tour, I drown pressure with a Jim Beam and a half
A hangover each tomorrow, I feel like I've came in my worst enemy
I'm not sleepy in the tourbus, my patience creates ricochets
So I watch the void coming through the window of my bunk
[Pre-Chorus]
If there's no more stars in my eyes
It's to better see the void when it's coming
You wanna know how I live ?
Ouh ouh ouh
[Chorus]
Twelve thousands falls, how many bruises do I have ? Mom says "Crying will make you feel better"
How do I do it if I have no more tears ? How do I do it if I have
No more tears in the body, no more tears in the machine
No more tears in the body, no more tears in the body
Twelve thousands hours alone without moving, I feel nothing, I'm trying to
I'm trying but I don't have any more tears, darling, I'm trying but I have no more tears
In the body, no more tears in the machine
No more tears in the body, no more tears in the body
I've emptied it all too soon
[Outro : Pascale Valentinelli]
Somebody who accepts the madness of someone is necessarily mad. It's strange in this society uh ? And me, I felt mad for years, it was making me suffer. I was so afraid when I was raising, when I was raising you, my children, I, I, I was afraid to pass on to you the madness I was told I had