[Verse 1]
I knock on the door
You say, "It's nice that you're here
Hang your jacket up, yeah
We've all been waiting for you"
You say, "Hey, get yourself a drink"
Acting like everything's fine
While I can't find myself anymore
I'm feeling like a child who doesn't get by anymore
[Pre-Chorus]
Room way too full, way too loud
No one left who still believes me
Built my own world
Wish I could just get you out of it, yeah
[Chorus]
My head is a party, can't breathe
For too long, I haven't experienced
What it feels like to feel something, yeah
My head is a party, don't want to be here
I'm alone and the room keeps getting smaller
Is it possible that the party is winning?
[Verse 2]
Room way too full, all eyes on me, suddenly everything's quiet
Their grins wide, saying, "You can only lose"
Red eyes staring at me, panic in my bloodstream
And I scream at them
Feels like this will never end
And I'm stuck in a loop
Hands trembling, breathing's weak
Feels like I'm being checkmated today
[Pre-Chorus]
Head way too full, way too loud
Wonder why I'm trusting them
Built my own world
And I think I'll never get out again, yeah
[Chorus]
My head is a party, can't breathe
For too long, I haven't experienced
What it feels like to feel something, yeah
My head is a party, don't want to be here
I'm alone and the room keeps getting smaller
Is it possible that the party is winning?
[Outro]
And I, I wonder
"Is this still normal?"
What's real here? Ooh-ooh
Is this still normal?