[Verse 1]
Another day, another dawn, I'm scrolling my phone
Searching for seratonin and some fun
But I got anxiety and I can't sleep
Thinking that just the tragedys can happen to me
Merry go round, go round, on repeat
Merry say left so there's where I'm gonna be
Merry say up and down, I'm not in the scene
Other's person life is my life's protagonist
[Pre Chorus 1]
So I go outside and
Take some deep breath and
Try to catch my breath and
(The vicious, the violence)
I can't hear the silence
I hear and I'm dying
My mind won't keep quiet
(The vicious, the violence)
[Chorus]
Playing and losing, playing and losing
Playing and losing, playing and losing
Playing and losing, playing and losing
Playing and losing, playing and losing
Alone in a Island, really far Island
Swimming back to the surface
Playing and losing, playing and losing
Swimming and losing, I'm underwater
[Verse 2]
I swear I'm not okay, but no one should know
That I'm desperate inside, burning my soul
I look left, right, left, open sesame?
Maybe just supernatural magic can save me
For the first time in years, a nightmare didn't come
So for the first time in years, I'm the lucky one
I reach for the surface, the waves pull me down
An ocean of heartache, my dreams start to drown
[Pre Chorus 2]
So I turn my phone off
Take some deep breath and
Try to catch my breath and
(The vicious, the violence)
I can't recognize me
Who's in the mirror?
My mind is my prison
(It's vicious, the violence)
[Chorus]
Praying and losing, praying and losing
Praying and losing, praying and losing
Praying and losing, praying and losing
Praying and losing, praying and losing
Alone in a Island, really far Island
Swimming back to the surface
I'm playing and praying, praying and playing
Swimming and breathless, I'm underwater
[Outro]
Ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah, I'm underwater
Swimming and swimming