[Chorus]
Even if I want and desire, it keeps getting farther away
Hurting and hurting, never my heart
Even if I throw it away and discard it, it keeps filling up
Many memories that are never mine
[Verse 1]
How much I've changed
It's because I came this far for myself
I discarded everything for you
Forgotten all the past versions of myself
But even the things I didn't want
I adjusted myself for you
All of this is true, but it's all in vain
[Pre-Chorus]
I have no lingering attachment to what we shared
It can be erased again anyway
Thе regret that comes latе will hurt even more
From the beginning, I was different
[Chorus]
Even if I want and desire, it keeps getting farther away
Hurting and hurting, never my heart
Even if I throw it away and discard it, it keeps filling up
Many memories that are never mine
[Verse 2]
Your expressions that seemed like secrets to me
And the time that tamed me
You were selfish in all of it
Why did you say you'd protect me?
I believed you'd understand
And look deep into my heart till the end
[Pre-Chorus]
Every time you look at me like that
It's just words saying it's for my sake
Is that enough to apologize?
You've never looked at things lightly from the start
[Chorus]
Even if I want and desire, it keeps getting farther away
Hurting and hurting, never my heart
Even if I throw it away and discard it, it keeps filling up
Many memories that are never mine
Even if I want and desire, it keeps getting farther away
Hurting and hurting, never my heart
Even if I throw it away and discard it, it keeps filling up
Many memories that are never mine
Even if I want and desire, it keeps getting farther away
Hurting and hurting, never my heart
Even if I throw it away and discard it, it keeps filling up
Many memories that are never mine