I worried about how I looked and how I spent my days
The summer flowers bloomed but I hated it all and felt lazy
I lived without purpose with cold eyes
I trampled on that familiar town full of memories
I suffered you shedding tears
I forgot to say "goodbye" and the moon pierced me in my misery
I breathed out dry breath and realized I'd been living without purpose
In a withered town cicadas made noise loud
I felt as if a flower bloomed in my eye
The nobody me was dreaming on summer days
I envied other people on futile summer days
The nobody me, the miserable me was there, crouching down
Every time I feel pain the coming day leaves me far away
It was a good day to die, my desire for death didn't wane yet, and...
But I got awake
When I shared a dream of fireworks falling down onto the water
I touched you and cried until no tears are left
I want to be living without saying "goodbye" even I'm miserable