[Chorus]
Do you know how many times I've said “I love you” without my heart suffering and paying the consequences of the breakup?
[Verse 1]
Doctor, apparently you work on asses, you work on tits, work on my heart because it’s not doing so well
In search for a better life, I'll give you mine as a reward even if it isn't worth much anymore
So many times, I was almost a father, I blame myself even though they’re the ones that aborted
But I'm tough, like a guard's passport found unscathed after the planе crashed into the twin towers
Don't worry, nah, OG doеsn't cry even while suffering, but his tears'll be tattooed
My soul is empty in my sacred garden, the flowers that grow all keep wilting
One day, I'll go back in time, keep my father away from my mother, make sure I was never born
Hello, Earth? It's the void, the living dead, the forgotten people
[Chorus]
Do you know how many times I’ve said “I love you” without my heart suffering and paying the consequences of the breakup?
[Bridge]
I was much better without you
I was much better without you
I don’t hide my drinking anymore
At night, I pace back and forth
I was much better without you
I was much better without you
I was better
[Verse 2]
My heart armored like a—, I empty and fill up the tank
I live what I shouldn't’ve thought about, I describe myself as black and full of tension
My hands are dirty and stained with blood, I pray for my soul to open up
Anger and hatred, attention-starved, always the same vices, the same tendencies
It's been years since my hips and spine have been working
I'm so used to standing upright without flinching I forget how to walk forward, I was much better without you
[Chorus]
Do you know how many times I've said “I love you” without my heart suffering and paying the consequences of the breakup?