[Verse 1: Chani, Hwiyoung]
All day long, locked in my room
Hiding behind closed curtains
Phone turned off, lying in the corner of my bed
I don't want to do anything
Yeah, I guess I'll slowly have to let go of my regrets
How many nights has it been like this? Eyes sunken in, feeling like a wreck
Emptiness cuts through
This breakup spreads like the scent of a perfume lingering on my body
[Pre-Chorus: Youngbin, Inseong]
Staring at the sky without focus, yeah
Talking to myself without meaning, yeah
I try smiling, I try crying
And just like that, another day passes by
[Chorus: Yoo Taeyang, Chani, Inseong]
I just, just wanted to be like this
After you left
I just, just didn’t want to think
After I let you go
Getting drunk on a drink I couldn't handle
Doing things I normally wouldn’t
I just, just, just, just
That's how I was after you left
[Verse 2: Youngbin]
Uh, I live like a madman, back and forth
It hurts so much
The times we tore each other's hearts apart and fought (I sometimes miss them)
After some time, I realized how foolish I was
I'm trapped in this time without you, and I'm scared
Here there's no reason, no season, no
I feel like I won't forget it for the rest of my life
On that day, I just, just
[Pre-Chorus: Chani, Yoo Taeyang]
Staring at the sky without focus, yeah
Talking to myself without meaning, yeah
I try smiling, I try crying
And just like that, another day passes by
[Chorus: Inseong, Youngbin, Hwiyoung]
I just, just wanted to be like this
After you left
I just, just didn’t want to think
After I let you go
Getting drunk on a drink I couldn't handle
Doing things I normally wouldn’t
I just, just, just, just
That's how I was after you left
[Bridge: Yoo Taeyang, Youngbin, Inseong]
It might seem foolish
Even if I look ridiculous
I have to live like this
In this shattered world
I want to at least be able to breathe
I just want to hold you now
[Chorus: Yoo Taeyang, Youngbin, Inseong]
I just, just wanted to be like this
After you left
I just, just didn’t want to think
After I let you go
Getting drunk on a drink I couldn't handle
Doing things I normally wouldn’t
I just, just, just, just
That's how I was after you left