[Verse 1]
My numbed heart
Sketches you with a sigh
My painful days
Seem to have no end
The nights filled with waiting
Only grow longer
Your memory
Awakens me from barely sleeping
[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe I'll run into you?
Pretending like everything's fine
Facing me in a wasted state
You shake your head as you practice a smile
[Chorus]
Because it feels like you'll come back
I can't even cry
Seeing you shining, even without me
I can't even smile
Not even able to say "don't go"
I blame the days I couldn't
No, I blame you, and even if I push you away again
My heart still wants you
[Verse 2]
Why did it have to be you? Why now?
I could have done better, I just wanted to be loved
In the end I blame myself and cry
Burying and digging up love repeatedly until it crumbles
[Pre-Chorus]
Can I say it again?
To someone else
My love without you
Is nothing but a lie
[Chorus]
Because it feels like you'll come back
I can't even cry
Seeing you shining, even without me
I can't even smile
Not even able to say "don't go"
I blame the days I couldn't
No, I blame you, and even if I push you away again
My heart still wants you
[Bridge]
Inside someone else
I hope you remember me
Hoping your selfish heart
Will still miss me
Yet here I am
Where I let you go
Praying that the love that returns someday
Will still be you
[Chorus]
Because it feels like you'll come back
I can't even cry (Ooh; No)
Seeing you shining, even without me (You shining)
I can't even smile
Even saying "I love you" felt awkward to me
You, who became everything to me
Even the last farewell
I can't let go of you