[Verse 1]
The smell of stale booze, poison in my glass
You act like you’re not even drunk
Fucking parties have pissed me off, but my mind says: it’s too early
Go home, go home again
I’m running late, coughing
I won’t get up tomorrow—I’m scared I’ll mess everything up
Don’t—don’t hold me, I’m not afraid
My heart’s hurting again, fuck all the sadness
[Chorus]
Fuck off from here
Who the fuck even invited you, idiot?
And don’t try to mess with my head
Fuck, how am I supposed to not think?
How am I supposed to not think?
[Bridge]
How am I supposed to think? Fuck, how do I think?
How do I think? How the fuck do I not think?
How am I supposed to think? Fuck, how do I think?
How do I think? How the fuck do I not think?
[Verse 2]
Fuck all the extras, fuck all the music
Can it be quieter? I can’t think
Not feeling like myself, I’m just walking in circles
Hey, I’m just walking in circles
You’re catching with your hands, y-you’re catching with your hands
Don’t interfere with the fall. I’m nobody—so what now?
A crumpled pack in a crumpled pocket
All your attempts are always unsuccessful
You don’t notice me, you just wave your hands
Watch your words, you don’t know shit
You don’t know me; I’m not who I used to be
What else are you gonna say? What are you?
[Chorus]
Fuck off from here
Who the fuck even invited you, idiot?
And don’t try to mess with my head
Fuck, how am I supposed to not think?
How am I supposed to not think?