My heart was damaged
By a dark wound that can't be healed or spoken of
Tears won't stop falling down my face
Hurry and give me a styptic!
I poured the meaningless liquid down my throat
The chemicals gave me a spasm
And by the time I was full of bruises
Apparently it was too late
I'm escaping
I'm escaping
My life is walking all over me
My happiness amounted to the morbid hospital waste
I kissed the syringe
Smiling calmly at the world of the dead
The p.h. made me puke up an acid puddlе
My body is empty
I was dominated by high and mighty ambitions
So I clumsily, sloppily masturbated
Sincе I don't have the so-called Happy Ending
I can't live in this reality
Enticed by the trendy disease
I let my brain mix turn to mush
I'll give in to my vile consciousness
So I can become a part of you
I'm dissolving
I'm dissolving
My balance is getting worse
"a" and "a" molded together
So the self-ionization quota was met
I hugged the neutralizer
I spent my life boiling in the land of the dead
I wiped the p.h. off my lips
My body's being eaten
I kissed the syringe
Calmly smiling in the land of the dead
The p.h. made me puke up an acid puddle
My body's empty
As despair becomes happiness
And fantasy becomes reality
My rotten feelings are neutralizing
When my life fell apart
And my normalcy sickened
I drank up the putrid vomit and shit