[Intro]
Beneath my tongue lie four corpses:
My parents, my sibling, and mine
Alright, that is enough
For the past six years, I've been pushing through all sorts
But when it just won't stick anymore, it is time to say "Stop"
So, I did
When the suffocation hit, I ran
Found refuge in a park
Now, I am back in a park, with one key difference:
That place called "homeland" is quite far away (Quite far away)
[Verse 1]
Let the memory of the smoky city leave me be
Mature without noticing, for age has long since arrived
You come to terms with bеing a stranger in that park
Once again, I watched housеs from afar in May
If there is no droplet to cling onto for help
That wooden bench you are sitting on feels confining
After six years, I've said plenty
"Look at the luck I've spit on"
Take a look and learn!
Families lounging outside, carefree on their balconies
And there is me, cursing while watching people for hours
That is why, you see, you never fit any axe handle
I'd like to ask, why, I wonder?
Unfortunately, I could not be very curious about life
If someone heard me say this right now, someone would come out and say:
"Come on, at least for a day, don't chase after futile lies"
[Hook]
What he said is true, alright, but I'd say this:
"Kill me even for a day, even if it's from a story"
"Let's close this book before too much damage is done!"
[Chorus]
Kill me even for a day, even if it is from a story
As I struggle with shadows as strong as four corpses, my head reels
Falling without recognizing the distance
Useless loss has haunted me
Kill me even for a day, even if it's from a story
As I struggle with shadows as strong as four corpses, my head reels
Falling without recognizing the distance
Useless loss has haunted me
[Verse 2]
Alright, shut up
I sweated on my own
I blabbered and went ahead and ironed my own head there
There is no new word soothing the heart
I look and see "Şevket Hamdi Tan" written on his balcony
Let whatever hasn't been written up to this day come before me
Even name the unnamed if there is any time
I must have said this last part out loud because he lifted his head and looked at the park
Ten minutes later, there were two of us in the park
Opting for silence without uttering a single sentence
As I said "I will leave," he said, "Wait, you know I am writing"
"Yes, I know"
"No, Bulvar was old news, now I will come up with something new"
"And unless there is a problem, I am writing your story"
I directly asked his name
The response came, "Bachelor in a House of Blind Flies"
[Hook]
"Bro, write, my only request"
"Kill me even for a day, even if it's from a story
Let's close this book before too much damage is done!"
[Chorus]
Kill me even for a day, even if it is from a story
As I struggle with shadows as strong as four corpses, my head reels
Falling without recognizing the distance
Useless loss has haunted me
Kill me even for a day, even if it's from a story
As I struggle with shadows as strong as four corpses, my head reels
Falling without recognizing the distance
Useless loss has haunted me