Your voice that resounds in me
Has gone & disappeared, erased through the passing of days
With my back towards the evening sun sinking in the faraway sky
Hiding the overflowing feelings
Unskillful lies & light compliments
Are all, to me, footprints that don't vanish
If when I take a breath, my chest still feels heavy
Then I should just vomit anything
In the scenery that stands on the other side of the screen
Even when my feelings start to waver & crumble
Hey, it's cruel isn't it, as I thought
I know I didn't want to see this kind of reality, but
Should I simply just close my eyes?
Evеrything I wanted has all disappeared & gonе, but
My reason for living
I will definitely discover even from here on
Still without being able to say a single word
I regret it & cried here
If I can't choose this feeling
What should the I of tomorrow say to you?
The crying children on the other side of the glass
When I wave my hand to them, do I really feel like doing that?
When I think of things like this
I merely become sadder
It's quite annoying, isn't it
I know I don't want to hear this kind of clatter, but
Should I simply just block my ears?
However much I wish to become a hero
As if this hand cannot reach
The world is being created, isn't it
Again with both hands I block my ears
So as to not see something radiant, I close my eyes
"It's ok not to live just staring at what's in front of me"
Today too I was warned like such
Hey, where there is only bad things
I know how you want to cry due to such loneliness, but
Should you simply just give up?
Let's stop pretending not to notice
For now, I can still meet you, right?
It's alright no matter how things go
If this kind of reality betrays you
Then afterwards you can refuse me just as much as you like
Everything I wanted has disappeared & gone, but
My reason for living
I will definitely discover even from now on