[Verse 1]
After school, I found myself
In a deep slumber
Running away to avoid waking up
The twilight classroom
Seared into the young boy
Announced farewells and regrets
[Pre-Chorus]
When did it all go wrong?
When did I get left behind?
Why didn't you tell me
It would end up like this?
Frozen without even the talent to die
It's not a dream
[Chorus]
A girl of salvation and pity who sings love in the cut-out youth
Laughing like this in mundane scenery
The leader of Suicide Envy, piercing harm into the wrong life
Reflеcts me in the shining mirror
A desolatе wasteland where emotions and instincts border
Beyond the cloud sea, piercing the icy prison with light, a girl
Who, apart from heartbeats and pupils, proved I was human
In this freezing life, fear is depicted
[Verse 2]
Thinking only I was afraid every day
I closed my eyes in self-importance
The darkened view relied on hearing
The insults and taunts were vivid
The extended hand disappeared from view
Fantasies of illegal literature and conspiracy theories
The delusion that I stabbed you with a knife
All felt real
[Bridge]
No face left
Before the bell
[Break]
Before I knew it, I was sitting again
This day that repeated
The unchanging heart
I must put an end to it
[Pre-Chorus]
Surface of salvation and pity that paints the idealized youth as love
While selecting only simple scenery
A girl of truth, who laughs and says there's no such thing as a mistake
Cruel transparency rejects me
The reality and delusions' brain plasma sentence the prisoners of the borderland
Becoming a montage with no personality
Spreading the temptation of retreat and dancing in the embrace of alteration and idol
I came here today to say goodbye
[Chorus]
A symbol of salvation and pity who sings love in the cut-out youth
The wooden school building will probably burn well
A girl who, apart from heartbeats and pupils, proved I was human
The clear contours were burned black
It was only me connecting eternity and today
Such a simple thing is frightening
The cycle-making ailment of desperately prolonging life, the boy, and the girl
I was drawing the "IF" of this freezing life
I was drawing it
[Outro]
Goodbye
Until we meet again