[Chorus]
If this is what I want
Why does it hurt me so much?
Inside
[Verse 1]
I cry in the kitchen while you look at me
Whatever you say, this is the end
I am looking for an exit, a little regretful
How you loved me I'm going to miss it
I have everything to lose
I'll still have to do it
[Chorus]
If this is what I want
Why does it hurt me so much?
Inside
If this is what I want
Why does it hurt me so much?
Inside
[Verse 2]
I destroy everything we built
My best could not save us
This is how I leave you, my chest breaks
Like a bad dream, I want to wake up
I have еverything to lose
Forgive mе, I'll have to do it
[Chorus]
If this is what I want
Why does it hurt me so much?
Inside
If this is what I want
Why does it hurt me so much?
Inside
[Bridge]
If I could feel something different
Discover in you and me what we lost
I gave you the sign, you didn't see it, today I gave up
[Chorus]
If this is what I want
Why does it hurt me so much?
Inside
If this is what I want
Why does it hurt me so much?
Inside
[Outro]
If this is what I want
Why does it hurt me so much?
Inside