[Intro: Oscar]
Yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
[Verse 1: Oscar]
Don't rush, time's at your feet
Even if time will show you nothing is what it seems like
I believe in passion and change
I feel like we're limited by some mental barriers
You are born darkened by Moon and blinded by Sun
And grow up only with inner frustrations
This is the path to any vice
God is a detective, all we're waiting for is a clue (Woo)
[Chorus: Oscar]
And now I'm wondering
Is this what I wanted to become?
With a foot in success and the other one in the coffin?
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
And now I'm wondering
Is this what I wanted to become?
With a foot in success and the other one in the coffin?
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
[Verse 2: Amuly]
Yeah
That's what I wanted to do with my life, to write it
That's what kept me alive
In this odd world with shades of grey
I dedicated entirely and I am what I wanted to be
When I realized I did it, I only saw the good part
I didn't know this life comes hand in hand
With depression, rudeness, anxiety and they add up
But I don't regret anything, we go through this together
I remember when I had my first battle with Oscar
At 12 and now we're living the rockstar life
Concerts around the country, bitch, and we'll post it
We'll return home, bro, with our pockets full, right?
Being here, I didn't know this lifestyle would cost
Health, love and morale on the ground, but
That's what I wanted to do, that's what moves me, yo
And tell me who wins without risking, yo
[Chorus: Oscar]
And now I'm wondering
Is this what I wanted to become?
With a foot in success and the other one in the coffin?
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
And now I'm wondering
Is this what I wanted to become?
With a foot in success and the other one in the coffin?
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know
[Verse 3: Oscar]
And today is just a simple day
Quit drugs and listen to yourself for a day
I walk on white sand, my nose is bleeding
And I don't have an appetite
Too many thoughts in my head, I feel like they're knocking me down
Grandpa would cook crow meat in the army
It can't hurt me anymore
My mom is my angel, the queen of my castle
I always put family on the first place
And when I say "family", I'm talking about mom, grandma and grandpa
It's the first time I tear up while I write a line
I don't talk about money when I say you're what I value the most
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, okay, okay
I gave you more chances than you drank shots
The night you cheated on me (Ye, ye)
Sometimes I wonder if you regretted the next day, when you woke up next to him (Ye, ye)
And since then what I do is nothing
Nothing can make me change the way I feel
It's just me and myself and that's how it has been since the first time
Everyone throws boulders at me - stone house
Too many clothes in the dresser, to get out of 'em
In any city we go, we destroy hotel rooms
All bitches are the same, don't hope for anything else
Don't wish to become someone else
I want to be sober, the brain wants to move
How could I avoid it when I have lines even in the word "quiet"?
That's not what I wanted when I was a child
It's weekend again, pray so we won't die
Amen