Shall I tell you what I've been thinking for a long time?
If I can be your friend once again, I won't ask for more
If you don't care, I won't care either
I'm a liar and this is a love song of "contrary words" I spat out
It was fine weather with a shower of rain in this area today
I was bored for being unbusy and I fully enjoyed myself all day long yesterday
I haven't even thought about you
Ah, but, to tell the truth, I may have thought about you a bit, I'm just saying
My head goes around like a merry-go-round
It already turned to mush
You gave me love so much that it seems to overflow from my hands
Where shall I throw it away?
Somеthing like a finite expеndable item is
What I don't need
Shall I tell you what I've been thinking for a long time?
Without even seeing hide nor hair, only words can be seen
When there's something I don't know, that's driving me crazy
Whether the suspended feeling is beautiful or dirty
I still don't know that and can't find the place to throw it away
I'm gonna wait till I can see what's the IMPLICATION of the IMPLICATION of the words
What's wrong with waiting?
You're going ahead and I stopped going
How can I fill the gap between you and me that cannot be shrunk?
As I can't still put that into words honestly
I'm a born coward
My love for you seems to overflow from my hands
To whom shall I give it over?
You know, I can't find someone else to give it to
I'm gonna wait more
Not yet?
(Alt. Title(s): Ama no Jaku, A Contrary Person, A Born Coward, Heaven’s Weakness)